you see me there walking tears in my eyes
you pass me by like another walking thing
you laugh and don't even care to try
what we had was not a relationship but a fling
I cry myself to sleep wanting nothing more than to die
you weren't even man enough to break up with me
i guess we were never meant to be?
i hope you were happy with her,
because without me now i see who you are
a child with no love to give nor bare
did you even really care
i watched as you put the gun to your head
for you i would have laid you down to your bed
suicide is a one way ticket to hell
from the start was a nightmare, but i couldn't tell....
thinking i was in heaven rather than hell
you put me there you sick saddistic fuck
are you some kind of saddist?
out of your victims i guess i was the latest
you cast me out to be neglected
as though i was infected
the pain is still buried under my chest
it won't leave, it has become such an infest
i enter the hospital from pain in my heart
the doctors stand there looking at my chart.....
all they can say is its a broken heart
no cure no remedy no hope
i should have hung myself with the damn rope
instead i have found myself lookin out my door...lookin back
seeing in my mind where i could lay dead on my floor....
i have a man holding me never going to let go of me
knowing it is now meant to be forever and ever....
you should have killed yourself when you had the chance
now i would only be there just to take a glance
and make sure it was you in the coffin
i would go to your grave and know you weren't in heaven
i would smile and leave knowing it was all a nightmare...
i will never have to live through that again....for now i am awake
you walked away with all my love i had to give
all my feelings and emotions i could give
how much from me will you take?
i now smile as i am now awake and walking through the school
keeping laughter, my emotions and staying cool
i see you there and now the tabled have turned...now it is you who is crying
as i walk by i remember the nightmare and smile hoping still you were the one dying.....
good-bye and i hope you die
Written By: Troubled_One...
People You Hurt: Kristi and Jessie....
WE HOPE YOU FUCKING DIE AND BURN IN HELL!!!